Eighty in the WORLD..I  am still trying to grasp that fact.

Vasculitis….

Medium Vessel Vasculitis…

In her BRAIN

Unknown cause,

 no underlying reason they can find.

 I don’t get it.

A new virus? Who knows.

I wish i knew.

But what good really would that be?

It wouldn’t change anything.

I am so tired..

I don’t get it, how i keep going, I must have batteries stuck somewhere.

I need to cry.

But I can’t..no really I have tried.

I told my husband to stomp on my foot really hard just to get me going..

we both laughed. Of course he didn’t.

Today, I dropped a bowl,it broke….

Got a gut cut..the kind you can see the meat puffing out…

REALLY weird did NOT even feel it!

I saw the blood..

Freaked out!

SIX stitches…SIX! didn’t feel them either! or the pricks from the numbing needle…

wonder why I didn’t feel anything.

I just don’t get it!!!!!

Probably should have cleaned it up before I took the picture

what next?