of everything.. Just tired.

amazing how quick your life can be turned up-side-down.

Laura complained of belly pain, head pain,and was running a fever(is running a fever).

Took her to the Doc, did ultrasound, not her appendix. But they did find something…. Still waiting for the phone call. Also they want to see her at 8am sharp tomorrow morning.

I have been fighting with the Ins company about where to have her surgery also. ( lets put it this way, I now know why they do not have a physical address listed to find them)  I wrote letters out to the state senators mailed them today. Just have to see if I get a result quickly. Also contacted a news station to expose the dummies. well, i really do not want to, it’s not my nature..amazing what one will do for their child. 

I will have to make a decision soon weather to just let the less experienced doctors go ahead and do her operation, or fight for the ins to cover the ones who specialize in  her RARE  disease. I mean it’s a no brainer to me…THEY ALREADY HAVE ALL HER SCANS AND INFORMATION AND ARE JUST WAITING TO TREAT HER!!!!

JUST GOT THE “OFFICIAL DENIAL” FRIDAY THE 7TH .  THEY WASTED ALL THIS TIME TO TELL ME!

she should have been treated already.

so so so very unfair PERIOD.  

I HATE HATE HATE THIS SYSTEM… SO GLAD TO KNOW GOD WILL WIN.

I WILL WAIT FOR IT AND BELIEVE ME I WILL BE REJOICING WHEN HE FINALLY CRUSHES THIS SYSTEM OF THINGS AND PUTS IT TO IT’S END!!!

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE PARADISE.

not sure if this will play, but this is the LAST video I have of her before her world came crashing down on her… who knew?