i got done half of what i wanted to so i guess you could say today was a success.

Laura came down with the cold now so the only one left is mark.since he has to work, i hope he doesn’t get it.(he called in yesterday to stay with me and help.i love him so much for that!) i lost my voice so he made the phone calls to jonathans doctor, and he also answered the phone for me. 

when sienna and jonathan got into it this afternoon,i tried to yell to get them to stop…(they were fighting over a chair which we have 2 of.)jonathan looked up at me and just burst out laughing. i could help but laugh myself,it was comical.

 jonathans doctor wants a report daily to keep track of his recurring symptoms. so far we have no idea whats going on with him other then the high fever he gets every 2 weeks or so.he has pain in his belly also when he has the fever.since he has a cold this time with the fever,the doctor doesn’t want to do the tests in case the fever may be because of the cold.(none of us got the fever for more then a day,and he had it for 3 in a row so far.)

i will post if  and when we find anything out.

i find it amazing i was able to get some extra things done at all today. you know all the other daily things that need to be done take time too.

~nurse the baby
~feed the family
~clean up the kitchen
~sweep floors
~vacuum
~nurse the baby
~do a load of laundry
~take a shower
~nurse the baby
~put away a load of laundry
~make lunch
~clean up AGAIN

so on and so forth………basically thats how my day goes, over,and over, and over, and over

oh how i so miss the summer! i need more sunlight.(it makes me so cheerful and i have more energy to keep up!)

i miss sitting on the back deck soaking in the morning sun feeling the warmth of it on my skin.

i miss watching the flowers bloom

watching the bugs on the lake.

i miss the kids running up to me with handfuls of wild strawberries.

i miss the camp fires.

AHHHH !

it will come soon enough.