i haven’t posted in a while,things have been crazy busy here…(and I have been sick again.)

   it started with a runny nose,then over night it hit me real hard. i woke up feeling really sore on one side of my chest. i was curled up in bed all day yesterday shaking…i got up just long enough to take a hot shower.then was back to shaking again.

 i went to see my doctor today and turns out i had a real bad case of mastitis..(not sure if thats how you spell it.)

 i have only had it one other time with Jonathan and i thought it was because he wasn’t latching on right, which caused the infection.

(if you have had it,you can relate…if you have not had it,there really is no way to describe how it makes you feel…maybe the best to describe it is it’s like the flu,with body aches and fever, with chills, it literally knocks you out, not to mention the excruciating pain,like a hot knife stabbing you and twisting or something like that..OUCH!)

 i really didn’t think i would have had this with Alaina,she nurses so well (as a matter of fact,we have been trying to get her to take a bottle just so we can have a night out to ourselves.she won’t have anything to do with it!) i do try to offer it at least once a day,but still she struggles with it.

anyhow,so the doctor gave me this strong antibiotic and hopefully within the next day or two,i will be up and functioning again.